lost in crowd

hey you all wonderful ppl..these rains are making me an emotional wreck lolzz..
its so serene n calm just the rains and u but y the mind wanders in the past..y the loneliness of it all grips u wen u shud just njoy the rains 4 whch u waited 4 whole screeching hot summer..y cant one just make plans just lyk any other happy sunny days..y do the rains make u penseive..kuch toh jhol hai..ya u do njoy the showers bt aftr a while one just starts pondering abt the tyms wid friends,years gone by about the best days n the worst..all of it comes pouring down onto u just like the never ending rains..
the scientist hav cum up wid an xplanation 4 it lyk they do 4 all the things under the sun...they say its just u dnt get top c d sunlight nd it effects the receptive part of the brain ...sunlight stimulates hope and something something that constitutes good and happy thots they term this sulky attitude that the rains bring as S.A.D syndrome...
but i say savour this for mayb in a long tym after the eventful summer ur subconcious was full and the rains r giving u a chance to review it..even the nature thinks that way...listen to songs sad or romantic..read a buk..sit by the window and with each passing raindrop ul see ur lyf in flashback..and for all those who r unaffected guys raindance lolzzzz...

scientific info bhi mil gayi fukat main ..but log apprecite bhi nahi karteyy(oops gettng sulky again ...sorry its the rains nt mee..lolzzzz)

scribbled during our so called engg lecture way bk in SE

look how the time is flowing out of my hands,
no matter how hard i try it never seems to stand,
i want it to stop when i ask it to,and
move faster when i need it to but
you know time it makes no promises that are hard to keep..
long lost are the days which i want to relive again
what lies ahead i dont know but they say
it some kind of a major plan...
all i do is just be a mute witness a traveller all alone by mysef
in this endearing and marvellous journey called life
and yes time is flowing still as it always will ;
provoking me to tink again what lies ahead....
ps: now looking at the poem or so to say today morning in my se buk while clearing the mess of my cupboard(i tell u jitna bhi thk karo 15 days main wapas waisa hi ho jata hai sob sob...)i cudnt help coming out wid the actua meaning of the lines written above...so u wana knw the actual sentiments behind writing the above lines plz read the following points

1.time flowing irony hai coz lecture agar half an hour ka ho tym xtra slow hota hai...its written just to give hope ki ye tym bhi gujar jaaega..

2.tym never stands still na lyk on birthdays,outings,gud movie n stuffs

3.tym fast jana chahiye boring lectures main,wen sum 1 is repremanding u 4 day dreaming lolzz

4.hmmm long lost days nt really
se year didnt knw wat lyf is all about...had tym of my life in the last two years..

5.the major plan nw is to hav a gud job with sat n sunday off.so i can write such stupid stuff lolzz..

6.mute witness lolzzz ye jyada ho gaya im never mute xcept 4 a gud movie,gud conversationalist,reading a buk n sleepng..

7.traveller to main hun hi vashi k teen malls nd tym itna thoda ...lolzz

8.n i thnk mera creativity badhane main lol lol mgm k teachers ka bahut bada haath hai
u c itna bada poem main kahan likh pati agar lecture boring na hota u knw iski wajah se i hv made a zone in my mind whch i frequently visit wen lectures n things get toooooooooooo ewwwwww...(ps:i made a very gud use of my mind ka creative zone while tds course in college...minal,nima,neha wud testify lolzzzzzzzzzzzzz))))))))


agar upar ka sab pakau laga to ..i ....
dnt care....lolzzzzzzz